Analysis Mr Spock - "NO SIGNS OF LISA, CAPTAIN"

5:40 PM
I have sent her an email, I have sent her a couple of SMS texts. Me and the Nephews went bowling (near where she lives) and I had invited her (via SMS). She did not turn up. I looked around while we played.

The only clue I have to her being OK and having been online is that her "Messenger Prompt" has changed (she is no longer "babysitting her goddaughter").

Saturday is effectively over with no contact. This is a shitty way to treat someone (assuming she is ok :’( )

I am trying to remain as anonymous as possible and yet want to tell the world how I feel. Up until yesterday I had only had 3 people happen upon this blog. So yesterday I racked by brains and decided the only way to remain anonymous and yet publicise my blog is to add it to guest books. Having done this to about 3 guest books I have now had 12 people happen upon my blog - an increase of 9 in one day.

They say a problem aired is a problem shared - it does help a little. But when I see her it will be like taking another injection of heroin again and I’ll be hooked, again.