Sunday, February 26, 2006

Lisa’s Response
10:47 AM
I tried to connect to Lisa’s On-line photo album - the link has been cut from her end.
I tried to connect to Lisa’s Sister’s On-line photo album - the link has been cut from her end.
I tried a second online photo album and though I could get to Lisa’s photos she is no longer recognised as a friend. Her sister and her friend’s links have all been disconnected from her end.
This happened before with Lisa (she never admitted having done it deliberately and reconnected to me of her own volition). But this time both she and her sister have done it at the same time - so coincidence goes out the window.

I sent them both an email "Message received. At least I know Lisa is ok. Forgive me for caring."

I feel numb at the moment. The nephews sense my sadness. I know others go through this pain and I knew it was a possibility and I know time will heal (but I fear Monday). Hormones are lying in wait to be ignited by her presence. Dynamite has been planted in various parts of my brain and the fuses rest in my eyes with the trigger being the moment I sense her presence at which time emotional explosions will release dams of hormones that have been building up over the years (with increased production in the past month) with a result that remains unknown. What will I do?

Monday will be interesting. Will she turn up?

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