My Lisa - Alas Not
4/2/6 (8.18am - 8.25am)
I had placed the following message in "MY SPACE" of my webblog (It stayed there from late friday night to now) :
"Title: BLOG
I've created an anonymous blog. If you want to look into my soul and see everything let me know. I have not mentioned any surnames nor any locations. But I had to write the blog because writing it down helped.
If you want to see it. Don't because then its my problem. IF YOU NEED TO SEE IT, then let me know because then it's OUR problem.
If you want me to cool it. Let me know too."
The reason I had placed it there was: Lisa had put up a picture of her with a sad look and a tear. I interpreted it as something for me. However, if she is throwing up with food poisoning, then that too can bring tears to one's eyes.
So I have removed the above text from my webspace in case I am wrong. Maybe when/if I meet her again I'll get a better picture (no pun intended).
During the time it was up I don't know if she saw it. In many of my thoughts I hope she did. In many others I hope she did not. I prefer her love but I don't want to loose her friendship.
4/2/6 (8.37am)
Last night I gained some idea of where she might live (at least the street name) but the street, I believe, is lined with flats. Around midnight, I was on the verge of cycling over just to test destiny/fate. But I figured she’d probably be in bed as she’d probably have her god-daughter with her. I too was tired and was soon asleep when I ventured into bed.
I was also beginning to have doubts about the "meaning" of the earlier photo - it depicts her resting on a "mattress" hair naturally placed and with the saddest eyes with a couple of tears either visible or imagined (by me). Are these tears for me or for the pain of food poisoning?
In all my rambling maybe I should just pause and simply say:
LISA I LOVE YOU, I WANNA BE WITH YOU, I WANNA HOLD YOU, TAKE CARE OF YOU, HAVE KIDS WITH YOU, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU, BE ABLE TO TURN and LOOK AT YOU and WONDER HOW THE HELL DID I MANAGE SUCH LUCK AND WIN YOU, TO SHARE YOUR LAUGHS, LOVE, PAINS.
4/2/6 (8.18am - 8.25am)
I had placed the following message in "MY SPACE" of my webblog (It stayed there from late friday night to now) :
"Title: BLOG
I've created an anonymous blog. If you want to look into my soul and see everything let me know. I have not mentioned any surnames nor any locations. But I had to write the blog because writing it down helped.
If you want to see it. Don't because then its my problem. IF YOU NEED TO SEE IT, then let me know because then it's OUR problem.
If you want me to cool it. Let me know too."
The reason I had placed it there was: Lisa had put up a picture of her with a sad look and a tear. I interpreted it as something for me. However, if she is throwing up with food poisoning, then that too can bring tears to one's eyes.
So I have removed the above text from my webspace in case I am wrong. Maybe when/if I meet her again I'll get a better picture (no pun intended).
During the time it was up I don't know if she saw it. In many of my thoughts I hope she did. In many others I hope she did not. I prefer her love but I don't want to loose her friendship.
4/2/6 (8.37am)
Last night I gained some idea of where she might live (at least the street name) but the street, I believe, is lined with flats. Around midnight, I was on the verge of cycling over just to test destiny/fate. But I figured she’d probably be in bed as she’d probably have her god-daughter with her. I too was tired and was soon asleep when I ventured into bed.
I was also beginning to have doubts about the "meaning" of the earlier photo - it depicts her resting on a "mattress" hair naturally placed and with the saddest eyes with a couple of tears either visible or imagined (by me). Are these tears for me or for the pain of food poisoning?
In all my rambling maybe I should just pause and simply say:
LISA I LOVE YOU, I WANNA BE WITH YOU, I WANNA HOLD YOU, TAKE CARE OF YOU, HAVE KIDS WITH YOU, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU, BE ABLE TO TURN and LOOK AT YOU and WONDER HOW THE HELL DID I MANAGE SUCH LUCK AND WIN YOU, TO SHARE YOUR LAUGHS, LOVE, PAINS.
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