8:12 PM Lisa

Wednesday I managed to just work hard and thought I was handling the loss of Lisa well.
Thursday was a different story. I missed her. I even looked up events I could go to just begin filling the hollow area she’s left in my heart.

The lil guy misses not seeing me as I now get home late. Wednesday I was so bushed that after eating I just wanted to go to bed. So I slept from 7pm to 9pm. The lil guy popped in and saw I was tired he then fell asleep too.

I’ve actually been having a hard time getting decent sleep the last few nights. I’ve ended up working on “the Placement Company’s” web-site at around 2am-4am. They lost their original one when an ex-director deleted it. They also got a contractor, supplied by the ex-director, to fit a wireless network. Only problem was it never worked - so they sacked the contractor. I fixed it in two days - well they had no manuals, no drivers, no disks, and no broadband - so in effect I fixed it in one day. I set up WEP security. The funny thing is there are almost a dozen other wireless networks floating around their building.

Today I’ve “finished” their web-site. The only thing missing “IS THEIR BLOODY INPUT”. So I printed off what I typed in and hope they can supply sheets of relevant info for Monday.

Today I got an email from Lisa. I opened it while I was at my placement, around 3pm. So I couldn’t reply to it. In a way it cheered me up even though it promised nothing. Here are the contents

hI tHEWELLFUNNYMAN,

Thank you so much for your e-mail and for all the nice things you said about me. It made me happy.

How is your work placement going? Are you enjoying it? I am really enjoying mine. I think I will like working there. The staff is very nice and friendly.

I went yesterday to the Training Centre and I hated it. Only G was there and she found a job. She is starting a week monday. She was quite happy. We talked all afternoon and did nothing else :) It is weird without you there...
Staff1 was unfriendly as usual with me. They did not even ask how my interview went and if Im enjoying my training. I told Staff2 but I felt he wasn't paying attention. I did not go today and next week Im only going monday morning.

My interview went well and next week I have a another 2 and hopefully I will start the work placements. I even have my own desk :) and its just around the corner from my house. Pretty great! They also give us tasty lunches (ahahahha).

I hope all is well with you and that we'll meet soon. You must be busy this weekend as your sis is getting out of hospital. I hope she is well. This weekend I also have to do some work for uni and I yhink I will have my goddaughter. Unless we meet saturaday pm with the kids lol

Take care and thanks again for everything.

Kisses,
LISA

I replied to her email at around 7pm. I still have no idea how to handle it. ONE DAY AT A TIME. Here is my reply (Oops yahoo failed to save a copy of my greeting for me).

Gist of message: Missed you. Kids playing, love to meet Saturday, love thewellfunnyman

I shall await further communication.