9:01 PM Hollow Victory

6.30am the alarm - killed it!
9.00am I woke up and decided my sister needed me more than the placement so I called in a family emergency.

We journeyed to see my sister. She is still in hospital with no leave date - day by day monitoring. The lil guy was so eager to go and see her and was pleased as punch when he did. I gave her my final pack of playing cards (the other pack I had given to Lisa). The Lil guy introduced my sister to the game of SNAP :) . Which he then played with his Dad when he arrived. His arrival was a surprise and the lil guy jumped into his arms.

The journey up and the journey down were fun as I sat in the back with the lil guy. However when the lil guy fell asleep my thoughts were always on Lisa. I wondered what I could have done different. I wondered about how incredibly much we had in common. I wondered all sorts of thoughts. I wondered if she was missing me.

When I got home. She had left me a concerned email message (concerned as a friend really) which she had sent at 3.30pm (end of the day concern). I replied with the details. But I decided not to hide my feelings and signed it “Always thinking of you”. I’ll take the consequences.

The lil guy is watching Shrek 2 and will soon be asleep.